its been a while since i updated.

you know the dealio, its the school mayne, you've been thru it all.
the people, the midterms, the exams, and the reading.
oooh the reading, its so much i feel like i'm drowning.
to escape the words i met knew people, built relationships with others,
people come and go but some last forever.

im just living this life, part time student, part time snoozin,
part time high in the sky.
when all else is a fade, there is one truth, no lie.
I live by faith, not by sight. this i preach, my means of flight.

http://www.ocf.berkeley.edu/~wwu/chinese/bible.shtml

I choose to devote myself to be a better person, showing love an compassion to others. Allowing God to use me as an unrestricted channel of love, the same love that he has for everyone, not more or less.

a lot of these. new arizona arnold palmer half and half sweet tea pink lemonade. mMm delicious

easily one of their best. very well composed music. all 11 minutes of it.

it is that time of the year when people say, "boy, time sure does fly."

finals are coming up, and the school year is half over, basically. a new year approaches us. a new year = another year older (duh). 

with that being said, i will write myself a new years resolution thing that i will try and follow. all the other years, honestly, i wrote it but did not even look at it after Jan 1st of any given year. this time, let us do so. Even though the "new year" is an arbitrary concept of time, it is one of the few times where everyone has an excuse to "change" or "try something new."

you make a list too

Day Ten : 1 Confession

i put this last one off for the longest haha.

the woman i loved is not with me anymore.

is there a soul-mate for each individual? hm

if so, what if you miss the person

lately, i've been trying to hold my tongue and take a second to actually think before i speak. 

so, instead of writing a whole long rant about what irks me, ill say something general.

The internet is a vast resource for various information and a highway for knowledge. People blog, write articles, papers, etc., and publish them online. What a great way of exchanging and challenging ideas with constructive criticism.

However, status updates irk me. Whether on AIM, or FB, or Twitter. If it is used a self reminder, and not so often, by all means do what you do. If you have to publish to the world what you're doing constantly, especially in a short non-complete sentence.....

oh the irony. 

i feel so burnt out, emotionally and physically.

i don't know if it is because i have been sick the past couple of days but i have been feeling extra down.

when i am alone, i feel alone. makes sense in my head.